The collected musings of a madman.

17th April 2014

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jazileo asked: Were you raised to believe in god? If so, what religion? And how did your family take to you being an atheist? And awesome tattoo btw!!

I’m going to publicly answer this just in case anyone else is curious! I was raised Baptist, my moms mom was a Sunday School Teacher and her dad a Deacon. Shes a strong believer, I don’t think she’s a young Earth Creationist, but I think she takes most of the Bible literally and denies evolution rather staunchly. My younger brother follows in those beliefs and is constantly pushing me towards it (light hardheartedly) I’m nearly certain my dad is agnostic but he would like to believe that he will get to see his loved ones again but can’t get past why a loving god would allow such tragedy in the world. My older brother is a textbook agnostic but is raising his daughter that her poppy (her grandfather who died of cancer) is in heaven with everyone else who died. Perhaps though that’s just the simplest way for them to explain death to a 5 year old?

When I told my parents I as an Atheist my mom nearly kicked me out of the house, if it wasn’t for my dad she would have. That was a long night. She still hates that I’ll never believe and will always be what I am. My dad dislikes it too, but I am what I am and I’m better for it. Thank you, too! My body mods are my babies! :D

17th April 2014

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Anonymous asked: You will get better dude! A smart, sexy girl will fall in love with you! How could anyone NOT?! You're handsome, smart, and you look soo fuckable. I wish you the best, mate.

Well, those are some of the sweetest things anyone has ever said to me. You can’t imagine what it means to me. I hope you’re right. Thank you so much for your kind words. You’re such a wonderful person.

17th April 2014

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Anonymous asked: Miserable at Best - by Mayday Parade. Listen to it. I feel like it could be something you would relate to.

That was the theme song for my break up. I listened to it multiple times for about a month straight. I still think that’s how it’s going to be. Let’s hope for better.

16th April 2014

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Isn’t it ironic how someone can make your entire day just by seeing them, then some time passes and that same person. Can send you into a debilitating anxiety attack and ruin it?

-Love truly is fickle.

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16th April 2014

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If you don’t get excited when you’re about to kiss someone then you probably shouldn’t be kissing them. It should get you riled up inside and should not be mediocre.
— (via kissnecks)

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16th April 2014

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I’m still pretty fucking pathetic, but I am determined to get better. I am going to be happy without you. If you can do it, so can I. I’ll prove you wrong about it. I am and will be the greatest thing you ever let go. I promise you that.

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16th April 2014

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Anonymous asked: You're so attractive holy moly. Are you even human!

Are you people even real?! I think you’re all little robots to make me feel better! You’re so sweet none the less. I love you!

16th April 2014

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I raided my little brothers closet today! I think I wear his clothes almost as well as him! ;)

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16th April 2014

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nicevagina:

don’t wake me up early in the morning unless you want sex

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15th April 2014

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"You know, he used to tell me how wonderful you were. But, guys always say great things about their girlfriends until they break up. And that’s when the truth comes out."

Yeah, I’m the Cory Mathews. But I don’t think you are my Topanga anymore..

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